It's Almost Over
It's almost over, and for the first time, I'm feeling a little sad. It started when I had some great Saturday shows. A long day starting with dance class left me tired, but on Saturday night I gave one of the best performances in my whole life. Definitely the best in this show, in my opinion. It's shocking how much I've learned in the last 18 months!! But now I'm here, feeling sadder than I expected. I am definitely done with this part of my life, but I'm only now realizing how much I'm going to miss it.
Every time the music swells I'm starting to feel that pressure in my chest, and it's a little harder to breathe. I have made some amazing friends here, and every day has had moments of pure amazingness. Yes, sometimes the show is hard, or boring, or frustrating... but sometimes it is the best feeling I've ever known. I want that feeling!
Now I'm only a few days from America, and it's bittersweet. I can't wait to see you all, but I'm scared that I won't be performing for a while, and I won't get this feeling again. Two more shows and then a bunch of time in a plane, and then it's over. I can't believe I'm saying this, but it went fast! And I've forgotten things! Oh well, at least I took a bunch of pictures.
Every time the music swells I'm starting to feel that pressure in my chest, and it's a little harder to breathe. I have made some amazing friends here, and every day has had moments of pure amazingness. Yes, sometimes the show is hard, or boring, or frustrating... but sometimes it is the best feeling I've ever known. I want that feeling!
Now I'm only a few days from America, and it's bittersweet. I can't wait to see you all, but I'm scared that I won't be performing for a while, and I won't get this feeling again. Two more shows and then a bunch of time in a plane, and then it's over. I can't believe I'm saying this, but it went fast! And I've forgotten things! Oh well, at least I took a bunch of pictures.
posted by Beth at 11:37 PM
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